Oct. 8th, 2013

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In the event of my death,
Please bury me among the flowerbeds.
Prepare a banquet for yourselves and sing to your hearts content.

My final wish is that this diary be read and remembered.
Please do not let the history and traditions of my country be forgotten.
Regretfully I have not been someone to look up to.
If my people knew about the way I have acted here I am sure they would be ashamed.
So please do not judge them based on my actions,
And remember the culture that they themselves have created.

Liels paldies

I have offered my body for autopsy, should anyone have doubts about the reality of this 'game'.
I only ask that you clean it up afterwards.
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To Miss Belarus,
Thank-you for watching over me and keeping me safe. If you are reading this please do not think you have failed, it's just the unfortunate world we live in. Even though you appear cold and intimidating I think deep down you are a good person. Please help everyone else as much as you can.

I'm sorry.


To Mr. Spain,
Your optimism is a precious thing, never let go of it. It's dangerous to get too negative in a place like this, one could lose all hope. I appreciate all the times you've tried to cheer me up and I'm sorry if I've been stubborn. Keep everyone's spirits up.


To Miss Rapture,
If you are reading this I can assure that this game is no illusion, please try to take it seriously. I hope that one day you'll be reunited with the other members of your band. You should be performing out there on stage, not in here. If anything should ever go wrong, if my soul can't pass on or my last request isn't honored I'll be possessing your body in order to enact my revenge since you seem to be the one most connected with the spirits of the deceased.

No hard feelings.


To Miss Touko Aozaki,
Thank-you for taking care of me and trying your best to understand my feelings. I'm afraid I wasn't able to live without regrets, but hopefully I will be able to leave them with my passing. I am very lucky to have met someone with your patience. I hope you will use it to keep everyone level headed and understand them when they need to be understood the most.


To Miss Annie Leonhardt,
I was told that your secret being revealed could have potentially caused your kind to be killed off and you murdered someone to keep them safe. In a way I can sympathize with that. What happened to Miss Ukraine was not your fault, she was just a victim of unfortunate circumstances and I'm sorry for getting angry at you.

I'm not sorry for punching you though. You did kill Miss Takami and that should not go unpunished. Now that you are out of the game I feel that you may be in the best position to put a stop to all this. At the very least please cooperate with everyone.


To Miss Susan Sto Helit,
I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble. Your help with the trials has been invaluable and even though it hasn't always lead to the right conclusion we would all be lost without it. Please continue to seek the truth and protect those that have done no wrong.


To Miss Kaoru Nagumo,
I can't thank you enough for the kindness you've shown me. I'm sorry that I don't have much more to say but I feel it would have been wrong not to mention it. Again, thank-you. I hope you will keep writing.

I'm happy to have died believing you were a good person. Even if I'm no longer around to prove it to, please prove it to everyone else.

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